MikeyHav

Well there bloggers and readers, latly its been like i am have been fightinh for something that i love so much for. Even tho i dont have to fight for this.. I feel like that i have been fighting someone over something that we both love very dearly, however its been more like a mental fight between myself and my feelings...What i mean is that i think i am being the greatest Boyfriend. But at times its. But in my head it seems like it is going great but its not really the whole time. I am trying so hard but at times i feel that i am losing the fight and not winning one bit. On the other hand i am winning most of the time and agian i am not at all. What do i have to do to keep on winning so that i can feel better about things.... Please IAN, MATT, Chris if you have any insite talk to me about how i can get better about my mental feelings...IAN you know who i mean and talkin about....

well people its been a very long time, but i have passed school and graduted june 5 with a degree in computer science. And now i am on my way to camp for the summer. so i will be back soon. Just keep sendin the lovin and all. last thing is that i have updated some things.

yours truly, mikeyhav